Lost Boy

Do I know what I want anymore? I'm not too sure myself. Whoever's reading this... just feel free to drop your 2 cents worth if you feel like doing so.

I've lost my drive. Never really had much to go with in the first place anyway. I'm not too sure whether I want to give it a shot in the world of Graphic Design in Sunny Singapore anymore. That's because the market climate doesn't seem to look that sunny no more. I ask myself if I wanted to slog and ear peanuts and kill any remaining interest I've got in this field or should I just give it a go and see what happens next? Who knows right? I might just land the most interesting and adventurous job that I want and have a hell of a time!

The other alternative is to just take up a lucrative sounding retail job that would be quite unimaginable to myself until recent times. I think that the job doesn't require much brain-power or creativity and I will not be required to work past the amount of hours I'm supposed to. With this alternative job, I could really use the money to save up and kickstart my tee-shirt adventure without much stress and heartache about funding. Hell... I can even do freelance after working hours! Could this be the win-win situation that I'm looking for?

Anyways... this is only a short-term dillemma that I'm facing up to. I'm sure I'll go back to the Graphic/Print Media World after I've had my fun. I want to enjoy myself thoroughly (i.e: Travel, Accomplish some personal goals, Complete some yet unfinished projects...) before I decide to take the plunge and face the serious trip of life.

Growing up sure is a pain. So many things to do... *Confused and rattled... But still standing*

What say you, my friends?