We're Such Irritating Creatures, I Don't Wanna Belong Here
It's so sad to be hearing so many stories of unhappy incidents of different magnitutes over the past year. Is it just me or is everyone just mucking up really bad?

Whatever happened to world peace? Whatever happened to make love and not war? Whatever happened to the days where bands were singing bout happy things that were happening around the world. Whatever happened to the days where you know that you can depend on the people physically close around you, like your neighbours when you need help with uncloggin the sink or something?

It's all not here anymore. Screw world peace. As of now in Iraq, there are people dying almost everyday due to militant attacks and such. Getting hit by a rocket-propelled hand grenade and being blown to bits is no joke. Getting you head sawed off while fuckin crazy militants are sniggerin as they video tape your last living moments ain't funny too. But who can blame these people for going absolutely ballistic when some fucking white guy bombards and invades your capital to seek and capture your leader? I swear, one day, someone will fucking nuke the friggin world and we'll all die. At this rate whereby things are progressing, I won't be surprised if it eventually happens.

I want my happy songs! I need the happy songs! Was listenin to some old songs from yesteryear and I realised that the stuff that people listened to was generally positively happier music compared to the angst and depression ridden stuff we heard all the time now. Could this be contributing to the general lousy behavior of people. Even I, am seeking solace from the songs that seem to bring my mood down to new depths. Need to listen to the happier stuff, otherwise we'll all die unhappy or something.

Modern technology is evil too. We're too accustomed to communicating with people over the internet that people forget how to communicate with the people around you. The people that matter most. Your family. I can't seem to be able to share stuff with anyone at home. Why so? I really don't know. And so, we all turn to our friends and pour everything out to them. And our folks will have no clue of all the turmoil that's going on in our little minds. Maybe we don't want them to worry bout us, thats why we're keeping them out of the loop? The fear of rejection and conflict if we let them into our complicated lives? We're such bothersome creatures.

I wanna go back to the 60s & 70s and believe in world peace, dance to the happy tunes, sing along to the Beatles and Bee Gees, have an afro and dance like Travolta on roller skates in a disco, jam with my friends in the garage, shoot hoops with the boys across the streeet, play soccer in the park, bring my date to the drive in movies, watch black and white TV with my family while we all cram onto our retro-fitted 5 seater sofa munchin finger food with cheese dips.

I don't belong here.